Don’t get me wrong, I love my husband, but I have a much stronger love with someone else. Yes people, I’m in love with Jesus and He’s in love with me. The fact that I have this relationship with my savior makes my marriage even possible at all. When God comes first in my life, everything lines up like it should. I don’t stress about family issues. I let God know my heart in prayer and He gives me the wisdom to handle things as a child of God would. In His word He tells me not to worry about anything but bring my issues to Him, and He takes care of them. This takes a load off of me. It says to God, “Hey this is too much for me, I need your help” and He comes to my rescue every time. But God deals with me first and what I’m doing wrong, because His main concern is for me to be like Him in heart. So I have to get my internal issues corrected and then my circumstances and life will line up and I can receive the best from my husband, God.